ok so i blew it this weekend.
i wouldn't have any friends (or rather keep up with the friends i do have) if i were on food stamps. a picnic and a show with drinks put me wayyyyyyyy over. the sun was out. i couldn't bring lentils to the alter we were creating. the sun god needed fresh mozzerella, and basil, and tomatoes and fruit. i know. ridiculous.
so - i think, i'll just have to take this one week at a time. next week, i'll know the dangers the weekend poses and put in effort to plan out satisfying, non go-out or share food activities.